fate

Assalamualaikum everyone

And yeah, im back. The ramadhan is near to end. How fast ramadhan leave us.

So yeah, im speechless and i dont know what to do

umm where can we get started? 

okay did u guys know?

about me and this ‘person’ , i just wanna tell you,

we already ended. i dont know why and how it happened

but we sort out together, after one week being silent to each other

honestly, i thought he was busy

he looks so busy at week 13, so i wanted to give him space

as we have so many tests and presentation too

but it turns out that one week, is a distance, before we going on our own path.

i keep telling myself, we will be okay, we will find the way, 

but honestly, there is no way. i can sense what will happened to me

but i ignored the fact, im going to be left by him

oh, yaaa today i read someone ig’s story

it says about

be careful with what you asked from God.

sometimes we didnt know, maybe what we ask can bring good or bad

if its good then its okay. if its bad, maybe its a lesson

what can i remember, do you guys read my latest post before about how i wished to love someone?

i did love someone right? but i forgot one thing

i didnt ask for that person to love me back.

loving someone is important as to be loved by someone also is important too!

you need to love, and to be loved.

and love takes time

so yeah

i think it my mistakes too

when things like this happen

after this i will be more careful.

well, thats unfortunate.

maybe we’re not meant to be together

i cant do anything about it

no matter how much i tried, how much i’ve put my effort into it

if he’s not for you, then he’s not.

people will come to you, and leave you

nothing stays.

so wish me happiness. 

and to that person, sorry for your time that i’ve wasted

i wish you good luck for your future

i might be mean to you last time,

but i didnt mean any bad to it. 

if you understand me, you will know what im trying to convey

but you don’t have to be so mean to me right? 

especially when i asked cant we be friends? 

its because i treasure you as someone that have been important to me

but, oh nevermind.

being strangers is good for us anyway, 

so yeah

live your life to the fullest and chase your dream ok

our time is short, but its a precious memories. 

bye